shiok shiok time (^_^)

WOW!!!! realli had a great time at amber yesterday nite sia...drink until veri happi even though my eyes cannot take the irritation of the smoke due to wakin up at 0400...lol...i cannot believe i flirt ard wif the waitress sia...LOLX...got a nice lecture from jinsheng,fat cat,zhixiong n monyet...realli tik too much le...shed tears when tik of 姫様...haiz...wat can i do???realli nid to take sum time b4 i can drop it...the burden of loving sum1 is too much for me to bear le...maybe is time for me to focus on my army stuff n go amber drink every weekend to relax n forget things which suppose to be forgotten...hope tonite aso got go amber to drink...hehehe to thrash out my thoughts...

＜＜这世上只有要还是不要，并没有会还是不会。＞＞

yipeeeeeeeeee!!!!

Waited quite long for tis book out day!!!tonite gonna enjoy myself at boatquay wif moi buddies cuz today's trainin at field too tiring le...managed to get few photos while training...hehehe maybe gonna post it in friendster...

these 2 days smsed 姫様 but she nv replied worz...haiz... realli dunno wat to say abt it...tis reminds me of sumthings she said b4...haiz... gtg!!! hope tonite can realli enjoy n relax moiself!!! じゃね

＜＜被遗忘的感觉不会比被忽略的时候还来得痛。＞＞

Siansation!!!

Goin to be on my way to stay-in...haiz... gonna miss my com n guys out there as i cannot c u all on net le...onli can wait for book out day to view my 姫様's blog n to c how is she le...hope she will get over her ex bf...aso hope tat she will be happy at her new workplace...

＜＜喜欢可以喜欢很多个，爱只可以爱一个＞＞

sick but still worried...

Yesterday at range time asked xianbin to help me find out who fighting at MOS during sat...kinda foolish act rite?lolx...well well...kana lectured by him aso...hope the dun tell hua hua if not my ear drum gonna burst...lol

haiz...c le 姫様 de blog...wonder wat she mean by no nid u to be so upset over it...dunno is 没必要 or 不需要你来这么伤心...kinda low after seeing tat...maybe realli is i tik too much le...wat to do, tis is me...lolx...i realli wish to tell her tat 君が俺の大切人が...君を為に... haiz...dun wan our relationship to worsen...better dun tell her tis...i tik now she branded me as crazy le...lol...wat is wrong for a man to wanna revenge for the 1 he loved???haiz...to hell wif it

today reported sick outside...realli dun hack care so much le...most to the most the IC charge me lorz...dun wish to tik so much...juz wanna get in touch wif 姫様...haiz...

＜＜君が俺の大切人が＞＞

tired to the core!

Felt damn pissed off wif the horrible combat shoot...waste of time although enjoyed shooting...
dunno tomolo wanna go to the 2 weeks stay-in camp mah...in dillema now...haiz...

feel so worried abt 姫様...c from her blog sayin here pain there pain de...realli realli feel so heart pain...even i noe watever i do she wont get even a tiny bit of interest in me...but still i wanna do lots of stuff for her...dunno y i tik like tis...guess there's no reason to it ba...wat a pathetic remark...

*yawn

gonna rest le...guess tomolo will be realli a Heaven Or Hell situation...
God bless me...

＜＜この手を離さないで＞＞

ZOMG!!!!

Well well... received the news tat hime sama had cut her hair to shorter and she quit her job as a sales personal...omg she was hurt by others who was fighting at MOS yesterday while she go clubbing wif her frenz to celebrate her frenz' bday...how i wish i was there to protect her...

Yesterday went to amber again to drink...lolx...drink until quite happi n sang <勇气> by [光良]...realli realli dunno wat i was doin man...how i wish tat she was there wif me...haiz...as mani hab told me to gib up when they noe abt my plight...but...but i juz couldn't bring myself to do so and i dunno y i couldn't gib up...maybe cuz she's pretty...but on the other hand,i hab the feeling of liking her b4 i meet up wif her...maybe is her character tat i liked ba...hope she will realli noe tat i realli love her n may GOD gib me a chance to let me protect her...

As wat people hab alwayz said...when u grow older,u will tend to tik more...tis is realli realli true enuff.Haiz...gonna go to another camp to stay-in for training...nid to go field...haiz...gonna be away for 2 weeks...realli realli wish tat she will alwayz be fine n things will alwayz go well for her...Y i care abt her so much if u ask me,i will juz reply dunno to u...Loving sum1 juz dun nid a reason...How i wish tat im freakin rich so tat i can provide things tat she nid...cosmestic,clothings money n etc...juz wan her to be happi n enjoy her life...

＜＜遥か彼方　あなたを思い　未来の幸せを夢見てるだからいつも　忘れたくない，二人の愛と二人の夢　Love Forever＞＞