12.27.2006

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Horrible days... well spent Xmas eve at 925 drinking like hell...quite long time nv drink until like tat but dun feel gd...no mood to celebrate Xmas...dunno y... The next day rush down to gt another box as the box tat i 1st bought was not big enuff to stuff all the stuff tat i wanted to gib 姫様... well...in the end,able to meet her n gib her the present...chat for ard 5 mins then i go meet moi camp de regular...another horrible day lorz...wasted time walkin ard town area...do nothing...dun feel gd either...dunno y...but the choir singin outside somerset realli reminds me of the time tat i was wif the church choir ppl...tat was the onli time tat i enjoyed Xmas...the choir realli brighten my day...haiz... how i wish time can roll back...but tat is not possible... dun tik i will be ever able to celebrate Xmas wif a gd mood... I was freakin afraid of being screwed by moi sis as i didn't ask her permission to take her white grape chocolate n melty kiss chocolate tat she bought from Japan...but aso realli dun care less...as long as can make ppl abit more happi can le...

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Went back to camp...saw the puppy wif wound wif the mother...dunno wat happened to the another puppy...hope it is fine...but dun tik so...Today realli is a F**k up day...broke a hydrolic pipe line while chatting on phone wif Tingting... Initially can go back at 1600 but ended up fixing the shit pipe line till 1745... ZZZ... went back to 925 to eat n slack...realli no mood... Then i asked moi frenz 1 2pid Qn..."when did u all realise tat my temper got worst?" Guess wat...they replied sayin during mid september... wahahaha... guess i noe the GOD damn reason y...haiz... realli is a day tat i enjoyed but aso another day tat i hate the most...1st n last time... well well...watsoever...
Contacted wif sum of the gals tat i go after b4... well maybe goin out more wif other gals can change my mood n let me try to forget 姫様... well if u say a few yrs back maybe i will pursue ba...but well im not the same as last time le... tend to look things wif a shorter POV... tomolo then put the pictures of the present i gib to 姫様 n wat she gib back...realli shag...juz reached hm...brain dead...finally get to rest after the making of the stars...my fingers r so happi(so r moi frenz...no 1 draggin them to starbucks anymore)...lol...みんな おやすみなさい...

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