over worked & under paid...

Wah! today realli tiring sia...my SSG treat me like bangala sia...everything aso call me to do...kaoz...but although my day was very "xiong" but it realli occupied my time n moi brain...onli got time to tik of my 姫様　whenever i went for my smoking break or lunch...realli realli dunno how is she gettin on le... i feel tat there is no point for me to try to call her n chat wif her...dun tik tat she would even consider wasting time tokin to me like wat we did in the past...maybe i was juz there to fill her loneliness n emptiness ba...but watsoever...cuz i realli enjoyed those dayz...

＜＜喝水想着你，搭车想着你，合眼闭眼间出现的全是你。不想难为你,又不想放弃你,决定告诉你,对不起对不起我爱你！＞＞

Worried

OMFG!!!!i realli hope n praying heard for my leave to be approved...if not my 12 days leave will be burnt worz...if all burnt,then i wont be able to catch up on my status le...hehehe....doin sum funny stuff tat required time...if leave burn then i hab to burn midnite oil to keep up with the status le...

＜＜空が見えるわ？＞＞

tired but veri happy...

Today went back to base for duty although no call n worked until 8++ but veri happy worz...cuz i feel tat im at hm when im there...the ppl down there n the civillian contractor workin down there make my life at there feel so great...maybe onli through workin, i can stop thinkin abt 姫様 cuz i focus in my work...well let's hope tat my boss will approve my off n leave so tat i can rest,slack n enjoy my days...

＜＜爱人是痛苦，被爱是幸福...＞＞

Searching for happiness???

Well...had another drink session at amber again...lolx...hmmm tis week go twice le...so shiok...realli in tis world every1 r trouble by the same thing...tat is love...haiz...wat to do lehz?realli realli quite shocked tat when a fren of mine told me tat another fren's stuff,i was shocked tat he wanted to do "tat" stuff lorz...kaoz...realli ppl hab to relieve stress in case they do sumthing which is veri veri rush...wat i alwayz say "只有愚蠢的人类才会成为爱情的傀儡..." which i find it veri true cuz onli human beings r trouble by love...animals dun realli seem to hab the problem cuz they dun stick to 1 mate...so actually human can aso do tat...so as to be freed from LOVE...


＜＜虽然我们是不幸的人...但是我们应该庆幸我们不是这世上最不幸的人...＞＞