another drunk day

Well well...another day at amber...drink quite alot...flirt quite alot even i dun wish to...well kinda relax at there...no nid to tik so much...even im msgin to a wall but im still happy n glad tat i msg 姫様 even she dun gib a damn abt me...well...i realise tat im gettin more n more to the older me...i hope tat i can get back to my old self so tat i wont be hurt in relationship anymore...cuz the old me is the fucker who flirt ard n dun care much...the present me too scared to love any1 anymore...cuz whomever i love wont love me...tis is tested n proved le...i hope to get back my old self by 01012007...

realli realli enjoyed myself today...tok abt life,gal n army stuff...alot of ppl taught me alot of things...feel so tired...dun wanna love any1 anymore...not bad to be alone forever...这世界没有不能爱人的人，只有不去爱人的人...但是...我希望自己能成为不去爱人的人，因为我爱的人从来不会爱我...

＜＜做不成你的情人，我仍然感激...因为我认识了你...＞＞

total relax day

Wah realli tis outfield exercise can kill me sia...last time go outfield is durin BMT,now go 2 day outfield realli shag me out...too mani defence le...squat until leg break but rdy to move to amber if ppl jio me go...lolx...

Met alot of frenz down at tat training n make mani new frenz worz...maybe tonite playin dota wif them...me so kelian sia kana ard 50+ mosquito bites durin these 2 dayz...realli itchy sia...but the best part was during the time our CHARLIE coy all of us sat together n cook magiee mee...realli tasted gd food lorz cuz inside got a ingredient called "friendship"...realli realli glad tat i went to tis training...reallli hab to thankz my side ppl to send me for tis training...startin was thinkin y they send me to this shit...but now im glad tat im there...sounds contradicting hor???but tat's me...

yesterday nite b4 slping was thinkin abt 姫様...cuz tat was directly 2 months after i saw movie wif her...dunno how is she le...she looks veri stressed between skool n her ex bf...well i cannot do much to help cuz i love her so my advise cannot be taken into consideration de...but i realli realli hope tat she can step out of it...

Last but not least is tomolo i get a OFF DAY!!!!!roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....wahahahaha

＜＜你的存在使得我的人生改变得更美好，因为你...我学会了怎么宠我自己...谢谢。＞＞

*yawnzz

Today spend my day slackin at FL...well meet 1 of my fren...wat is happening to tis world sia...it seems like everyone is havin love problem...hope he can tik well n act rationally...dun be like me...lolx...so bored cuz from tomolo hab to go stay-in n go out field...realli wish can stay at hm so can face wo de computer...today aso is another relax day even nv drink but played sum games n enjoyed it veri much...rofl...

＜＜風に吹かれながら歩いた　行き交う人混みの中で，やさしい君にここで出逢えた　．．．“はなれたくないよ”＞＞

Peace time...

Well well...yesterday nite was 1 of the peaceful n most boring nite for me...nv go amber to drink haiz...too bad all go chalet...so sianz sia go chalet even is ppl de surprise chalet aso sianz...

Had some gd time at chambers playing rakion n sum other game...hope xiao pang n his team
later at 7pm can win tis time n get into the competition for DOTA...

LOL!!!!omg 姫様 saw my friendster profile...maybe she saw me viewing at her profile...let's hope tat she nv come n c moi tis blog...if not realli realli jialat le...she will realli realli treat me as an alien after she c my blog de...kaoz...tot she wont gib a damn...

well watsoever...later meeting sheng to hab dinner...haiz... so sianz...tomolo hab to go back to 3D n hang at there until thursday nite or friday morning then can come back home...hope i hab a great time n able to survive there n come back in a piece...hope to go amber to drink to relax after tat...

＜＜初めて誰かの為に　今僕わ生きている，守りたいものがあるんだ　も二度と二度と失いはしない...＞＞