another drunk day

Well well...another day at amber...drink quite alot...flirt quite alot even i dun wish to...well kinda relax at there...no nid to tik so much...even im msgin to a wall but im still happy n glad tat i msg 姫様 even she dun gib a damn abt me...well...i realise tat im gettin more n more to the older me...i hope tat i can get back to my old self so tat i wont be hurt in relationship anymore...cuz the old me is the fucker who flirt ard n dun care much...the present me too scared to love any1 anymore...cuz whomever i love wont love me...tis is tested n proved le...i hope to get back my old self by 01012007...

realli realli enjoyed myself today...tok abt life,gal n army stuff...alot of ppl taught me alot of things...feel so tired...dun wanna love any1 anymore...not bad to be alone forever...这世界没有不能爱人的人，只有不去爱人的人...但是...我希望自己能成为不去爱人的人，因为我爱的人从来不会爱我...

＜＜做不成你的情人，我仍然感激...因为我认识了你...＞＞