ZOMG!!!!

Well well... received the news tat hime sama had cut her hair to shorter and she quit her job as a sales personal...omg she was hurt by others who was fighting at MOS yesterday while she go clubbing wif her frenz to celebrate her frenz' bday...how i wish i was there to protect her...

Yesterday went to amber again to drink...lolx...drink until quite happi n sang <勇气> by [光良]...realli realli dunno wat i was doin man...how i wish tat she was there wif me...haiz...as mani hab told me to gib up when they noe abt my plight...but...but i juz couldn't bring myself to do so and i dunno y i couldn't gib up...maybe cuz she's pretty...but on the other hand,i hab the feeling of liking her b4 i meet up wif her...maybe is her character tat i liked ba...hope she will realli noe tat i realli love her n may GOD gib me a chance to let me protect her...

As wat people hab alwayz said...when u grow older,u will tend to tik more...tis is realli realli true enuff.Haiz...gonna go to another camp to stay-in for training...nid to go field...haiz...gonna be away for 2 weeks...realli realli wish tat she will alwayz be fine n things will alwayz go well for her...Y i care abt her so much if u ask me,i will juz reply dunno to u...Loving sum1 juz dun nid a reason...How i wish tat im freakin rich so tat i can provide things tat she nid...cosmestic,clothings money n etc...juz wan her to be happi n enjoy her life...

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